Army of Priests

I haven’t written here for a while the last few months. I’ve been figuring some things out.

You see, I don’t think I really deserve the right to post here.

I write a lot of stuff on my blog that I really believe in, but then don’t live them in real life. When I write here, I can feel free to express myself. I can post my crazy continuously-morphing ideas about what it really means to actually follow Jesus and not just be another pretender in the Christian sub-culture. But I don’t usually live those ideas out.

I am a poser.

Actually, I bet blogging lends itself to people doing this type of thing a lot. Living their life one way but then only expressing what they really think on a blog, often anonymously… safely. As though its an outlet. A place to say what you really think. It’s really quite cowardly.

I’ve been thinking a lot about consistency lately.

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1. Sharing lunch with homeless people
2. Exploring rugged mountian ranges
3. Campaining for justice for the poor
4. Dancing on injustice
5. Listening to old people
6. Gazing at stars through a telescope
7. Placing your self between guns and their victums
8. Selling everything and giving it to the poor
9. Sending your enemies presents for christmas
10. Stashing money in love notes in downtown
11. Reconciling people who hate eachother
12. Working to understand another culture
13. Offering redemption and forgiveness to those who wrong us
14. Accepting forgiveness from those we wrong
15. Overcomming evil with love
16. Boldly going into dark places, just to put some light there
17. Being with the poor in spirit
18. Talking to strangers
19. Giving away free stuff
20. Eating a meal with people you’re not suppose to associate with
21. Enjoying life
22. Making a difference
23. Accepting people for who they are
24. Accepting yourself for who you are
25. Exposing Exploitation
26. Being Noisy
27. Being Quiet
28. Admitting you’re broken
29. Doing what’s right when it is hard
30. Being dangerous
31. …